Shalom

All of creation has fallen from the state of Shalom that God originally intended. God is on a mission of restoration of peace, and we are invited to participate.

The topic of peace is a central area of concern for everyone, whether or not we would articulate it that way. Whether it be in the arena of interpersonal relationships, in our neighborhoods and communities, or simply as citizens of this world, we are all in need of peace and a restoration of Shalom.

Many people may cynically think of peace as an unattainable goal; something that sounds nice but isn’t realistic. Or perhaps some may think that peace is achieved through force; that whoever has the most strength wins. Some Christians may think of peacemaking as something that “we” as Christians bring to “them” as non-Christians.

The truth is that we are all in need of ongoing restoration and peace, and the Good News is that we are all recipients of the grace necessary to enact peace. We can all partner and participate in the restoration of Shalom that God is working throughout all of Creation.

The pursuit of wisdom

The pursuit of Wisdom seems to be an obsession for our culture today.

You can see this in the sheer number of podcasts, video tutorials on youtube, TED talks, and self-help books. There is a massive amount of searching for wisdom going on all around us.

But so much (if not most) of this searching is based on the assumption that wisdom can be found in a product that can be packaged and delivered to whoever wants it. Wisdom is found in the prize. In the thing. In the podcast, video, or seminar. We say to ourselves, “If I just make time and money to book that mindfulness yoga retreat in Costa Rica, then I will have the wisdom I need.” Or, “If I just hire that life coach, then I will gain the wisdom I’m seeking.” Or, maybe, “If I just listen to the right sermon, all my problems will be resolved.”

But in all this searching for wisdom, are we really finding it?

Wisdom is not found in the object (the spouse, or the podcast, or the next best thing) nor is it found through the behavior (the virtue, or living perfectly). Wisdom is found through the desire to find Wisdom. Wisdom is a person, and when you seek her with all your heart, you will find her.

 Out in the open Wisdom calls aloud,
    she raises her voice in the public square;
on top of the wall she cries out,
    at the city gate she makes her speech:
“How long will you who are simple
    love your simple ways?
  How long will mockers delight in mockery
    and fools hate knowledge?
Repent at my rebuke!
    Then I will pour out my thoughts to you,
   I will make known to you my teachings.”
Proverbs 1:20-23, NIV

What makes a fire burn

We just got back from northern Wisconsin, the land of cheese and lakes. I always know I’m back in WI when we stop at a gas station to fill up and the cheese department inside the gas station is bigger than the cheese department at Whole Foods. I think that is what Jesus meant when He said, “On earth, as it is in heaven.

Our week “UpNorth” on the lake is a strong, enduring Grade family tradition. Tim’s been going UpNorth his entire life and I’ve been joining his family every summer since we’ve been married. And being UpNorth gives us a daily opportunity to teach our kids about campfires. It’s interesting to me that it is always Russell and Lyla’s tendency to stack the logs in tight, to pile them on thick, and to keep adding and adding and adding more logs on the fire. But all that does is smother out the flame. As important as the logs are, equally important is the space between the logs. The same is true in life — and the same is true with our words.

It reminds me of this poem by Judy Brown, simply called “Fire.”

What makes a fire burn

is space between the logs,

a breathing space.

Too much of a good thing,

too many logs

packed in too tight

can douse the flames

almost as surely

as a pail of water would.

So building fires

requires attention

to the spaces in between,

as much as to the wood.

When we are able to build

open spaces

in the same way

we have learned

to pile on the logs,

then we can come to see how

it is fuel, and absence of the fuel

together, that make fire possible.

We only need to lay a log

lightly from time to time.

A fire

grows

simply because the space is there,

with openings

in which the flame

that knows just how it wants to burn

can find its way.

 

God’s Holy Spirit is the fire that knows just how it wants to burn. I pray that this Holy Fire might burn bright inside of us today.

 

https://wordsfortheyear.com/2018/06/02/fire-by-judy-brown/

Questions from the book of Ruth

During the month of June, we are looking at the book of Ruth in the Bible. The story of Ruth in the ancient scriptures is incredibly relevant for us today. When Boaz, the faithful pillar of society, is confronted with the outside foreigner Ruth, he responds in a kind and pious way. He does not chase her away from his field, yet he doesn’t offer her anything except a blessing of hopeful provision from God.

It is the outsider Ruth who challenges Boaz to be more tangibly helpful to a person in her situation. She doesn’t just need a blessing, she needs food and protection. And while Boaz hadn’t kicked her out of the field, he also hadn’t guaranteed that she would be successful in her gleaning efforts.

Ruth subtly and slyly points this out to him, “I do not have the standing of one of your servant girls” (Ruth 2:13) with the result that he catches on and makes sure she receives what she needs.

So Boaz, the good and faithful Israelite, actually needs the voice of the pagan outsider to teach him how to be faithful to the God of whom he invokes blessings. Boaz may have known how to pray for God to do good to the stranger, but it took the stranger to teach Boaz how to make those prayers become actualized.

You can hear very clear echoes of this story in the New Testament book of James, “What good is it, my brothers and sisters, if someone claims to have faith but has no deeds? Can such faith save them? Suppose a brother or a sister is without clothes and daily food. If one of you says to them, “Go in peace; keep warm and well fed,” but does nothing about their physical needs, what good is it? In the same way, faith by itself, if it is not accompanied by action, is dead.” -James 2:14

Praying for someone in need is one thing, especially someone like Ruth, the outsider. But what if our faith calls us to more than just wishing people well, and hoping for the best for them? How is an invisible God made visible in the world? It is by the hands and the hearts of those who follow that God.

St. John Chrysostom said “Do you think that the man-loving God has given you much so that you could use it only for your own benefit? No, but so that your abundance might supply the lack of others.”

What is interesting in this story (and perhaps most jarring) is that it takes Ruth (the pagan foreigner) to teach Boaz (the faithful pillar of society) what it means to care for those in need.

The book of Ruth raises all sorts of questions for us.

  • Who are the outsiders that I encounter daily?
  • What is my relationship to them?
  • How am I interacting with them?
  • What do they have to teach me?
  • Am I willing to listen?

2 Kinds of Knowledge

There are 2 kinds of knowledge. One kind informs and the other kind transforms. These are different ways of knowing.

1 Cor. 8 says, “We know that “We all possess knowledge.” But knowledge puffs up while love builds up. 2 Those who think they know something do not yet know as they ought to know. 3 But whoever loves God is known by God.”

Knowledge that transforms is always personal, not just objective, it is always relational. It is not just knowing some facts in my head, it is rather allowing the truth to reach my heart, my hands, my life.

When Peter first met Jesus, Peter’s identity was as a fisherman, maybe a little bit of a hot-head, a kind of ‘ready-fire-aim’ type of guy. Jesus looks at Peter and says, “Now I say to you that you are Peter (which means ‘rock’), and upon this rock I will build my church, and all the powers of hell will not conquer it.”

I can just imagine Peter’s friends thinking, “really Jesus, a rock? This guy is kind of crumbly!” Then as you walk through the life of Peter following Jesus, you see a guy who transforms. Jesus saw Peter’s true identity, he spoke to it, he called it forth, and through the process of following Jesus Peter became the rock that Jesus knew he was. 

May you have the kind of knowing that transforms you into your true self in Christ today.

“Truly transformational knowledge is always person, never merely objective. It involves knowing of, not merely knowing about. And it is always relational. It grows out of a relationship to the object that is known – whether this is God or one’s self.”

-David Benner

Who are you?

“There is only one problem on which all my existence, my peace, and my happiness depend: to discover myself in discovering God. If I find Him I will find myself and if I find my true self I will find Him.” -Thomas Merton

If you and I sat down by a crackling fire, with warm drinks in hand and I simply asked you, “So tell me, who are you?” I wonder how you’d answer.

In my experience (with both myself and others) most of us respond by saying something of what we do (I work for Invesco, or I run this non-profit, or I am a doctor, dentist, teacher, banker, CEO) or sometimes we respond by saying something of what we have (I am married, I live in Platt Park, have 2 kids and 4 grandkids.)

These are natural and normal responses and they tell something about us that is important, but they do not answer the question: Who are you? Speaking about what you do or speaking about what you have is entirely different from speaking of who you are.

Psalm 139 says, “For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother’s womb.
14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made”

There is a you – a true self – that existed before you were able to do or have anything. Formed and fashioned by a loving God, that you will live on into eternity.

Have you noticed how rare it is to meet a fully authentic person? The trouble is we all have a tremendous ability to try on different identities throughout our lives. We tend to think of this as a “stage” that teenagers go through, but over the years of adulthood we will have countless identities but only in one will we find our true self. We are all so adept at wearing masks and taking up false selves, identities that are not really who God formed and fashioned us to be in the quiet, secret, eternal place.

Some folks emphasize “knowing God” and others emphasize “knowing self” but in reality, these two must go hand in hand.

If you find your true self, you find God and if you find God you find your true self. Becoming your true self in Christ is what it means to be fully authentic.

I imagine all heaven is just giddy with delight when you and I embrace our true selves in Christ. “I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made!”

The F-word is Forgiveness

Is there any person or group of people that you need to forgive?

Here are some questions to help you find out:

Is there anyone whom you hate?
Is there anyone whom you would like to see punished for something past or present?
Is there anyone whom you are (or have been) occasionally or consistently frustrated or annoyed with?
Is there anyone whom you feel smugly superior to?
Is there anyone whom you would like them to change their behavior (past or present)?

If you were able to identify a person or persons for any one of these questions, you probably have someone you need to forgive. Also remember, answering ‘myself’ to any of the above questions is a legitimate answer, and suggests that self-forgiveness is in order.

Our brokenness keeps us on the vicious cycle of sin and destruction, continuously being hurt and in turn hurting others. In Christ Jesus, we have been forgiven of all our sin and destruction, and so we are now free to forgive ourselves and others.

The concept of forgiveness is one of the most important things we can talk about in church. It is so core to the Good News of Christ, and yet also runs so counter to the current culture.

What Forgiveness Isn’t…

Some folks may view forgiving someone who has done harm as losing, or as letting the other win. Forgiveness may be seen as ignoring the reality of the situation, as in “forgive and forget.” This implies that to forgive someone is to pretend that there was no harm done. So, forgiveness is either seen as turning a blind eye to the actual harm done or acquiescing to the perpetrator of that harm. That is not forgiveness. Granting forgiveness is also not the same as earning trust, or seeking justice.

For others, forgiveness is understood as something I receive more than something I offer. Jesus is the one who forgives sins, not me. Also, some people understand forgiveness as a mutual transaction. One person confesses and asks for forgiveness, the other person gives forgiveness. It is a quid pro quo arrangement. This is not real forgiveness.

What Forgiveness Is…

The Gospel reminds us that while we were still sinners Christ died for us, offering forgiveness. Forgiveness is a one-way street of unconditional, unearned grace. Forgiveness is not an escape from the reality of sin and violence. It is a brutally honest acknowledgment of what has happened and then a compassionate gift of invitation to move beyond the pain.

For further reading:

Volf, M. 1996. Exclusion and Embrace: A theological exploration of identity, otherness and reconciliation. Abingdon Press.

Soulful Living

Jesus said, “I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full”(Jn. 10:10) Yet all too often, as followers of Jesus it seems we have lost something while on the long journey toward heaven. We have lost abundant life. We have lost our souls. We need to recover our lives and our souls.

The word recover is a hopeful word. The word is from a Latin term meaning “to recuperate.” We get depleted and we need to recuperate, otherwise all we’ll do is muscle our way through and survive, not thrive.

The Good News is that God invites us to live a different way. The soulful life is patient, not rushed. It is peaceful, not anxious. It is attentive, not distracted. It is over-flowing with love, not snatching for approval.

Soulful living is about creating that space in which something can happen that you didn’t plan or count on. It is about living life from the overflow.

There is a Jewish practice called Havalah, which is a ceremony that ends the weekly rhythm of Shabbot, or Sabbath rest. Someone will take some wine and pour it into a chalice, pouring until it overflows. This is a reminder that our lives are meant to be lived out of the abundance, out of the overflow. Not out of the tired, ragged, depleted space we often allow ourselves to get into.

God wants to fill us to overflowing so that we can live out of abundance, not scarcity. But, we are only as connected to God as we plan to be. If we are not intentional, the demands of life will take over and we will live out of exhaustion. That is not soulful living.

The Story of God

The Story of God: Part One

The story of God is the story of reality. It is the story of a God who exists in community–Father, Son and Holy Spirit–in a Triune dance of perfect love. One day God decided to create a world to share his love with. So he created people in goodness and in love. He created people in his image, and he gave these people free will, because there cannot be true love apart from choice.

Over time these people chose to leave that place of dependence on God because they were tempted by an evil enemy who promised them that they could be “like God.” So the people left this life of perfect peace, joy and love in pursuit of a life where they could be in control. In this way, the garden of Eden became a wild jungle.

God’s love led him to devise a plan to rescue these people he created and loves. In the fullness of time, he came to earth himself and entered that wild jungle. He took upon himself all the evil, wrong doing and shame. He sacrificed himself to make a way for people to be brought back into the dance of love.

After he died, some women went to the tomb on Easter morning, and the stone was rolled away. An angel told them, “He is not here He is risen!” They were afraid, but full of joy. In rising from the grave, the power of evil and death was broken! The possibility of living in freedom, peace and joy returned once again to the people God created and loves. This is the story of Easter.

The Story of God (and me): Part Two

Life in Jesus is life in a different kingdom; it is life in the kingdom of God. Resurrection faith starts with a surrender of control. It begins when I come to the end of myself and I throw myself utterly and completely on the mercy of God. I’m no longer relying on my effort or my good intentions, or my reputation. I’m no longer relying on my respectability or smarts. I’m entering an intimate friendship with Christ that starts now and lasts into eternity.Christ invites me to follow him, to be apprenticed by him. This apprenticeship to Jesus means moment by moment, day by day, I hold the hand of the One whose love for me has no limits. I now walk with the One who has faced a far greater foe than anything I will ever face. I live connected to a God who wants to speak to me and guide me by his Holy Spirit. This new life in Christ is a wild, holy, sacred journey of day by day bringing all of the facets of my being into the reign of God’s kingdom.The kingdom of God is wherever God is king. When I live in God’s kingdom, I am surrendered to His vision, I am living by his values, I am doing what he says, I am following Him. Jesus invites all of me into life with Him. This is not about praying a prayer so that I go to heaven when I die. This is not about one hour on Sunday. It is about all the facets of my being learning, over the course of a lifetime, how to live in this new kingdom where God is in charge. It is learning to joyfully breath in and out the prayer, “Not my will but yours be done.” This includes my body and its desires, my mind and thoughts, my ever-changing feelings, my strong will, my social context, and my soul.  All of me must learn to live in the kingdom of God, under the lordship of Jesus. All of me is invited out of the kingdom of this world and into the kingdom of love.

Here on earth I get a taste of the glory that is to come when all this earth will be redeemed. I get to experience now in part what I’ll experience in full for eternity. To the extent that I live in God’s kingdom now, that is the extent to which I experience heaven on earth. The more my entire being comes into the kingdom of God, the more I experience the joy, love and perfect union of that Holy Dance.

Jesus never tried to “sell” people on this kingdom life. He just invited them. He didn’t have a sales pitch on how to live your best life now. He invited people to come and die and be re-born. Folks on the self-improvement plan didn’t tend to follow him. But the ones who were sick and tired of all their striving, who were sick and tired of themselves and all the false promises of this world, they were the ones who left everything to follow Him. They were the ones who were ready to follow Jesus into the waters of his death and resurrection.

Jesus would say things like, “Any of you tired, worn out, burnt out on religion? Come to me all you who are weary and heavy burdened, and I will give you rest for your souls.  Follow me and I’ll show you a life that’s truly life in my kingdom. If you follow me, you’re not going to fit into the kingdoms of this world anymore. You’re not going to be in control. You may suffer, you will die, but you will know life.  You will know a peace that passes all understanding, and you will know a union that is so precious. There is a pearl of great price so rare that you would give all the kingdoms of this world to have it. You would sell all you have to keep it. This life that is truly life is what I offer. And you won’t ultimately come to know it by examination.  You will come to know it through surrender.”

The Church with the Blue Door

Last summer on sabbatical, I wrote a children’s book called “The Church with the Blue Door.” It is my hope that our kids will be filled with awe, wonder, and a deeper understanding of Jesus’ vision for His church. We have made these books available as a gift to you. Feel free to pick one up at the “connect table” if you haven’t already and read it together at home, or with the children in your life.
Throughout the book, there is a little church mouse hiding around the pages of the story. Kids can search for the little mouse as you read through the book.
Starting this Sunday, April 8th and throughout the month of April, we will have a stuffed mouse hiding around our actual church building also. Kids are invited to search for the stuffed mouse, and if they find him they can come tell either Pastor Tim or Pastor Susie and they will receive a token for a prize in the Parlor. Take your token to the parlor, and there is a vending machine of toys for you! One token per child, per Sunday please.
Thank you for your partnership in this ministry. We are so grateful for your presence & part in this special community of faith with the Blue Doors!